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- 18th/July ♥ Last call. 最后一天
2011年7月17日 星期日 @ 中午12:50
 Last Day for myself
c: 给我自己的最后一天. 这一篇, 会用bahasa CAMPUR [即, 华语+英文] 写. 因为, 就是想这样写. Sorry*. 今天18号了. 等下就会有人来帮我"开脸". 过后要拜天公, 这个那个. I guess. It's the part 1 end of My Stories. Isn't it? :D 毕竟是我人生的第一大步. 结婚. 前几天的我很镇定, 可见... 现在这一刻的我, 是处于Panic的状态. 我不知道为什么, 就是很自然的. Panic... 呵呵 c: 可能每个女生都会吧... 可能不会? I don't know. but, 我很清楚. 我很需要找人倾诉. 我很需要一个聆听者. 聆听我此刻紧张的心情. From the day I born until this second. I never think about that I will be marry on 7teen. Because. I don't think that I will get married too. I'm a BITCH ;D My BB will be born soon. Next month. august BB. Same with his/her daddy. And I'm gonna marry on this Tuesday. Surprise! For me. I think that, I'm still not in the situation. I'm really not in it. Cause. I don't know the reason WHY too. 10 months. Ten months we've been together. Yet, we made BB came to this world. I don't know that it's a beautiful or ugly world for BB, because... The point is about us, what we will give to BB. Happiness, study, money. Yet, blah blah blah! 我很紧张. 下个月生BB的事情. 因为它是我第一胎. 没有经验之下, 我要学会第一次. 真的很紧张. 不同的妈妈, 跟我说了不同的经验. 有些很轻松, 有些很辛苦. 个人个人的状态吧... 我不知道我的是怎样, 所以我一直抱着很紧张的心情. 也很害怕会惊慌失措下, 生下BB. 好像很白目这样. errr? 星期二要结婚了. 现在已经是星期一. 我不懂是紧张还是什么. 自然而然的. 睡不着... ... ... Zzz [（¯﹃¯）当机] 睡到一点多, 爬起来. 就开了电脑, 做到现在的凌晨4.00 等下我的老妈子起来又要跟我碎碎念了! Isssh! 等下那个开脸的auntie不知道会把我脸上的毛扒光么 T.T 好像会很痛... 不过也很期待... 因为很多讲, 开脸后会变美美的叻! XD 自我安慰下... 效果怎样, 有待我拍照. 想想, 等下我还要去queensbay逛逛走走~ 不知道老妈子意思怎样... 再看啦... * good luck to everyone, and myself c: ♥ Dearling. |